Time Passages

Five days, and still no Baby. I am beginning to lose hope. It's getting a little easier, but the waves of sadness still come without warning and without control. Time passes quickly though and hopefully this intense pain and sadness will too.
Tomorrow my human "baby" starts driver's training. She's already sixteen years old and quite the young lady. Time really does pass quickly. It's seems like almost yesterday that she used to crawl up in my lap at church after I finished with the music part of the service and would go to sleep in my arms. She was my little "puddie-wat" back then. We've always called Baby "puddie-wat" too, as a nickname. I miss the times of my baby girl being so little and precious and I miss my Baby being so little and precious to me now. (Tears are coming right now, as one of those "waves" is overtaking me for the moment.) Okay, now, it's passing, thankfully.
Today I finished up the stuff for the Tussie Mussie Goody Swap. All I have left to do is package everything up and put it in the mail. I hope Tonia won't be too disappointed with her package. After she has received it, I will post pics and tell everything that's in it. But can't do that right now, 'cause I know she "peeks" at my blog. Well, I think she might not be so disappointed...I think I'd like to receive all the stuff that's in it, so hopefully she will too.
Okay, so now I only have one more post to do tomorrow and I will have blogged every single day for a whole month. I begun journaling several times and never made it past two or three days at the most, before losing interest, but blogging is so much fun and I can't wait to get here every day. So, that's about it for today, but I will definately be here again tomorrow!